November 8, 2015


Hi there...
So yeah, finally, here I am again.
Some of you might already knew that... (sigh) I've lost my partner in life, L'amour de ma vie....And I am still deeply saddened by the passing of my spouse.

I won't talk much here, but you see... I've been burdened a lot by this situation. Ever since his first biopsy came out, which is last month or so. All I could think of was... to spend every teeny bits of my time to care for him. Hence my MIA period. But that time I got sick as well *it's the hello~ old friend menorhagia again* Well yes I am recuperating now, I'm all good now, I was discharged from hospital last month and everything was okay for me, except for one thing... The fact that my spouse is no longer here.

So yeah, I don't know if you're interested, but I decided to jot down everything on my new blog.
That would be all about me, my feelings, my thoughts, and my spouse.
I haven't started yet, but will update time to time on this new blog.

While I'm gonna keep this blog as a beauty blog, but behold, I don't even know when I'll be back :)
because you know, things aren't so easy now. It's hard, stress and depression has taken its toll on me countless time, I'm staggering. But you'll see that I'll stand still. I won't give up no I won't. For God loves me so much that He has planned everything for me beautifully, not on my own understanding. I trust Him with all my heart and everything would be good for me when the times come. Or so I think, because if I close my eyes now in my solitudeness. I could actually think that dear Lord, everything IS already beautiful. Thank you for everything. Soli deo gloria.

Lauw Willy, you will always be missed


  1. TTT____TTT Lin I wish I could hug you right now..
    I know that you're gonna be alright.. and really hard to let someone that means a lot to us.. Like when I lost my dad..
    I believe that time & God's love will heal everything.. people that left us are already in Heaven..
    Please be well very soon, Lin T_T wish the best for your recovery!

  2. I hope you will be alright..Please stay strong!
    I know that I can't know how much it must hurt to lose someone you love.
    I wish you the best for your recovery, please get better soon!

  3. Please stay strong Kim! I know you hurt so bad, I wish I can hug you.. Take care

  4. Oh my gosh, it can't be easy to recover from something like this. I'm so sorry you have to go through this :-(

  5. thanks everyone :) yes it hurts so bad, beyond my imagination. But I'll get through it somehow.