November 8, 2015


Hi there...
So yeah, finally, here I am again.
Some of you might already knew that... (sigh) I've lost my partner in life, L'amour de ma vie....And I am still deeply saddened by the passing of my spouse.

I won't talk much here, but you see... I've been burdened a lot by this situation. Ever since his first biopsy came out, which is last month or so. All I could think of was... to spend every teeny bits of my time to care for him. Hence my MIA period. But that time I got sick as well *it's the hello~ old friend menorhagia again* Well yes I am recuperating now, I'm all good now, I was discharged from hospital last month and everything was okay for me, except for one thing... The fact that my spouse is no longer here.

So yeah, I don't know if you're interested, but I decided to jot down everything on my new blog.
That would be all about me, my feelings, my thoughts, and my spouse.
I haven't started yet, but will update time to time on this new blog.

While I'm gonna keep this blog as a beauty blog, but behold, I don't even know when I'll be back :)
because you know, things aren't so easy now. It's hard, stress and depression has taken its toll on me countless time, I'm staggering. But you'll see that I'll stand still. I won't give up no I won't. For God loves me so much that He has planned everything for me beautifully, not on my own understanding. I trust Him with all my heart and everything would be good for me when the times come. Or so I think, because if I close my eyes now in my solitudeness. I could actually think that dear Lord, everything IS already beautiful. Thank you for everything. Soli deo gloria.

Lauw Willy, you will always be missed